Life

I havnt been on here in a good while! I have been busy and just plain tired.
My lately's: Mom's pregnant and its making her crazy. School is lasting TOO long. and now! Its spring break :] THANK GOD! I have a lab report to do though. Super ugh. BUt its the last onei have to do ever. No research papers, projects, NOTHING! It's nice. Soccer is starting full blast now. And im kind of excited except my coach honestly is an idiot. He talks so much about pointless stuff and tells us we're slow when he is very fat and he can WALK a mile in ten minutes...Right. I miss my friend Kyle. I can't wait till he gets home! He's going to mtsu :] So ive gotten back in the grove of max impact. I'm loving it! The kids always make me smile with the random things they say. Or the time (like last year) a boy came in with a cowboy boot and a dress shoe both shoes on the wrong feet. haha it was so cute! I love times like that. It makes me wish to be in kindergarten again. Life was so simple. Nap time and snack time. Now its drama and huge papers. I got information on my clinicals stuff! Just made it more clear that the worst year of my life is almost over. If you have a choice, skip your sophmore year! I can't wait to be out of high school :] It'll definately be bitter-sweet. I turn 16 soon! The 31st! I cant wait. I get to drive! If my car ever gets painted. Im pretty excited. But i'm out of things to say today. Ill get on later and add some more once more happens in my day!

Mo.

Oh btw..

GOSSIP GIRL CAME BACK AND ROCKED MY WORLD!! :]

I'm Finally Back.

As you all know, (those who read my blog.) i went on a high school retreat called Collision!
It was awesome. The theme of it all was "I Am Second", which means we make ourselves second to God instead of us making our lifes all about us, live for him. It was so wonderful. To be able to not have to worry about any of my problems or any of my family. It was great. I could just focus on me and My Saviour :] and our relationship. We talked about being a leader and how the greatest leader is a servant. Even to people we don't like so very much. Something that stood out to me a lot is this: "Jesus prunes things from our lives that don't belong. It could be painful, but worth it in the end." I took this as Jesus knows what is best for me. Only HE knows what is best for me. Some things you have to be willing to let go for him and it will hurt. But it will be worth it in the end. I wish that i could live at camp or Collision, but i can't. Life isn't meant to be easy and living at collision or camp is definately much easier than in the real world. It also motivates me to become a better person. After this last weekend, i have been completely restored. My weekend was emotionally and physically draining. I learned so much and how exactly to be a better servant than i was before. The last night, we washed people's feet. I'm sure that sounds nasty to you but it wasn't bad. I'm definately not a feet person. Just to paint a picture for you, we are all sitting there listening to Kyle talk and he is telling us the story of how Jesus washed his deciples' feet. A very powerful story. John 13:1-17 is what we read. After he read us the story, he called our youth pastor David up and told him to sit down. He told David he was going to wash his feet. He began to tell david how much of an amazing influence he has on us, the youth, and how much he appreciated him. After he washed David's feet, he told us we were going to wash people's feet. So we did it. Most of us. And i'm so happy i did. Washing someone's feet may sound strange but just to know and feel that someone is serving you. Something so small yet so big, i can't even explain to you how it was. It was just the most humbling experience i've ever been a part of. All in all, my weekend was amazing. And i can't wait till camp :] Good Night everyone.
Mo.

p.s.

"And i know you gave the world your only son for us

to know your name to live within the Savior's love.

He took my place knowing he'd be crucified

You loved

You loved

A people undeserved"

"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me." -John 14:1
One of my favorite verses. :]

Woe is me.

The flu still hasnt left me alone

Today was miserable. My legs felt like they were going to fall off! And they were so tired. But anways. On with the good news! I made clinicals! I'm very excited. I cant wait but then i can. Picking classes for next year is too stressful. I'm just ready for Gossip Girl to come back on! I would like to express my love for Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick). He is beautiful. And hott. And sexxy. EXTREMELY. I love Chuck and Blair and i wish they'd just be together! But they probably never will be because thats just the way life works for me. This weekend is Collision! I hope i can focus on Jesus instead of someone else. Someone who always gets in my way. I can't wait. I need this so bad! My new bible came yesterday. It's really nice. I'll post pictures on here after collision with all my buddies :] We will have a blast. Church tonight was awesome. The band sounded so much better. It's kinda weird. They have never sounded that good. Scott Mills, he's pretty cute too. (But not my Ed Westwick) He is the lead singer and guitarist. He's improved so much since he's gotten here! Haha. All the girls just love him. He led in worship our last Collision and i think it helped his confidence leverl a whole lot. But anyways, I can't wait till the weekend. School is draining me and today was my first day back! I feel like it's a pretty laid back week! Tomorrow is report cards. : / I'm kind of scared. But i'll be alright. I hope that i get good grades. I'm sure i will. I just always freak out. Having the flu made me lose so much weight! It's pretty awesome. But not good for me at all. I still never feel like eating. It's hard to get myself to eat still. I'm making it. Man this is a bunch of rambling. I like blogs : ] Well i guess im out! Going to do homework. Good night : ]

THE FLU.

It's been somewhere around four days since i last posted?

I have the flu and have been feeling like i've been on my death bed! It's been awful. Sneeze, cough, car sick, achey, and just plain BLAHH. I hate being sick and it seems like i always am. Well today is president's day. That means no school! I find out tomorrow if i made clinicals or not....super nervous. I do but i don't hope i get it. I mean AHH, idk. I want it! That is what i want to do! But maybe if i don't make it, it'll mean i'm meant to be in fashion. I love fashion and clothes and hair and make up! It makes me so happy. My birthday is next month. And in like 43 days? I don't know! March 31. I am a complete M.A.C. addict. Some people call me "Queen of Make Up" and M.A.C. is having a Hello Kitty line. Isn't it perfect? I want it all! I can't wait! I can't wait! I'll finally be sixteen, the official errand runner. I just love that title. Well along with being sick, i had a good Valentine's Day. My boyfriend bought me a dozen beautiful roses and made me a picture frame with us in it. It's quite adorable. Report cards go out this week. I'm sooooo nervous! EEK. I hope my grades are good. I actually think im doing my best in Honors Bio. than any other subject. Thats a big wow. But that topic stresses me out. So anyways, this flu has worn me out. I'm still drained. So i'm out. : )

Mo.

My day. And other rambles.

Today was quite horrible.

High school is DRAINING me. I HATE it! I don't really want to fill a blog with negative things so i'm not. I hope everyone else's day was good. Yesterday i never got around to blogging. Yesterday was church! I used to be extremely envolved and now not near as much as i used to. The usual wednesdays and sundays, but i used to come in early on sundays for first service and i did a class with kids in kindergarten to 2nd grade. Now i don't. I used to go to leadership classes, now i don't. Crazy how life happens right? But that is absolutely no excuse. I miss the way i used to feel and i would like to encourage everyone to Become a Christian :] You see life completely different. Collision is next weekend! My high school retreat. I'm so excited. It's SO much fun! I love it. Messy games, worship, small group, yucky food and best of all, our wonderful Savior! "There is noone like our God" The good stuff. But now! A huge thanks to God for (mmm just got a beater from the blendy thing from my brother! yummm cake mix! Valentines Day cake for my little sister!) getting me on the clinicals list! For those who don't know what clinicals is, it is through the high school and you go to the hospital! Kind of like a mini nurse. Isn't that AWESOME? Some girls even get to scrub in! On a SURGERY! Man, and one girl saw two births in one week. That is amazing. I really hope i make it. I only got on the interview list. My interview is tomorrow. Talking about it makes me nervous! Let alone talking to Mrs. Sipple! I'm sooooo nervous! I was nervous the day i found out i made it on the list! There is 15 people on the interview list and only 12 make it. EEK! Pray for me :] We find out Monday. I really hope i make it. I really want to be a nurse. And this would impress the nursing programs in college if i already had experience in a hospital. It's quite awesome. Well i just got home from soccer practice. So i really stink and in great need of a shower. My coach is rediculous. We ran a lot. Well im out! :]

Goodnight guys.

Mo.

My first blog!

Hello blog world!

Man i havn't done this in a while. Like since Xanga days? But i think this would be good to do. I don't know why, but i just do :] Well i should be studying for a biology test! I can't seem to get my attention span to last very long. I wish it would because i really need to pass this test. Well anyways...to tell a bit about myself. My name is Morgan and im 15. I go to stupid Smyrna High and i love toplay soccer! I've played since i was 7. I like to read. I also have a strong interest for make up and fashion. I want to be a make up artist, but thats not too practical, so i think i'm sticking to nursing. Or maybe something else. Who knows? I am a Christian and i have struggles like everyone else does. Life definately isnt easy. I like to help people. It's something that keeps me from thinking about my problems, so its something i do all the time. My birthday is next month! I'll finally be 16! I'm extremely excited about that. Well i guess i'm going to try to study. Good night everyone :]

Mo.